hun, im indeed sincerely sorry for this time round. I have been treasuring all those stuffs you bought for me especially the bonia wallet that you bought me while in Kl for our first one day trip together. Maybe i just dont deserve things from you anymore. To whoever the founder of the wallet, do return it to me. It left me with serious sleepless night. Keep on staring at that possible location where I have dropped it. GOsh, that wallet means alot to me. My only baby photo left is inside that wallet. How can I ever forgive myself in this. I know someone out there will be using that wallet of mine. The cards has already been used for library books borrowed under my name and that is the most shitty ever behaviour coming from u!

Can I ask you something, where do I go if im feeling low?
Or perhaps, which camera allows me to zoom into the future so that I am able to reach out to my goals faster? arrggg. What if I'm scared to see my own future. Oh myyy, this is freaking me out. for once I felt Im holding on to our love, and on the other hand I'm thinking about things that can just make me worry.

Yesterday, 3rd August marks the first day of abg first day in his new office. Its my first bus ride from Yio Chu Kang Station straight there too. Knowing that I have more than an hour to burn before I get to meet him, I decided not to take the MRT and go for the bus ride instead. Bus ride there took nearly close to an hour but its definitely CHEAPER by 15cent. DOOSH!

I even got couple of minutes more to burn before the arrival of abg, so decided to sit over at Coffee Bean with a glass bottle of Snapple. Felt the wind blowing me every single miliseconds without fail. Guess I have to get use to the whole new environment. No more BV-ing but theres PL-ing. Definitely a better place for abg to be working at in terms of locality. I will still need to travel but that doesnt bother me since being able to meet him what motivates me most. Best of Luck okayyy ! Dont you dare dissapoint me, nah I'm just kidding.


Above is the moment taken while taking a stroll back to abg house where bak fetch me from. We were after a movie previous Sunday. A funny, hilarious movie ; Hangover! Though I admit, I did fell asleep in the movie theathre for snip short sec ( tired + Head achyy! ). Abg woke me up and yes! I continue watching it back. Regain from the wake up call from abg. heee PEaCE! Oh yes, btw Hangover was our 3rd movie ever watched together. That time round, it was his 2nd Present received from me. A pair of movie tickets. Why movie tickets - previously he was complaining of how much not he has been into movie. Give a miss on Transformers err. and many more. So yeah. There you go. He picked me to watch the free movie ticket. Sweet darling. Hun, I love you too :)

P.S. I love company of you and poddy in the long bus ride

Its HUBBY’s Birthday on 28 July. Turned 23 and for this birthday bought him new gadgets. A new E71 and an Ipod Nano. Love it. I really hope he enjoyed those days celebrated. I have to admit, Im suck at suprises and gifts but I think this time round it was pretty awesome. His party began 3 days before the actual day. Celebrated the evening karaoke-ing with his close buddies and partner. Thanks to Dino & Mas and Nazir & Sarah. You guys make it happened for my hubby to enjoy his night filled with tears and enjoyment. Abang, in case you have yet to realise, your presence means alot to me. You touched my heart since the first kiss you gave me on my forehead. Sweet. absolutely.


On the 28th July, abg and me spent our afternoon at Changi Beach domino-ing and scrabble-ing. Add on to all those are those random joyful rides on the swing and see-saw. I was hoping to capture every heart catching feeling but I can only afford to capture images of our happy moments. Sad. Nevertheless, I hope you had lots of fun on your birthday and I really hope my suprise fo ryou works this time round. hee

thankful to have you around. our soul, our mind,we think alike and that makes us not afraid to walk beside each other holding on tight to each others hand. :).you just make me look forward to everything we have each day.
We agree, little did we regret that we left each other previously, and to be specified, we left each other twice since 2003. recapping whats live as a typical juvenile, we doubt we can make it till to where we stand now if we were together since back then. but those moment when we part, makes us realise somehow, somewhere we know we gonna see each other in the future (now) again. you see the world better now, so do me. Ive seen watching by the side as we grow, i cant deny that i have been looking at the way you live, the way we grow. ab, the boy whom i use to date 6 yrs back then is a man of whom i will be with from now onwards.
thanks for the joy ride and this is not yet the pinnacle.

oh my gosh, just look into my eyes. i went off to work this morning with sore eyes + big eye bags. been two days in a row ive been not sleeping well. lately, ive been thinking nothing. but it seems that, things just got corrupted in my brain. hee.
lunch with Linda just now at work was disappointing. we initially we thought of grabbing burger king. she even walked back just to get her student card. oh well, making full use of it. not till later when you started working and prices just kept going higher. ridiculous. ! so yeah. but it was pouring heavily just now in the afternoon. so change of plan, had a usual yet simple meal at banquet where variety awaits. ahaha.
work been okay. been comunicating alot from people of other department. hee. process after process. daboosh. until to a point i thought i was really disorganize. tell you what, drop this topic. hahaa. why am i talking about work. daboosh!
good nyte, im proud of myself.

BYE 18
Welcome 19!!!


Last teen birthday celebration was celebrated rather happening with the company of the love and lovees. Thanks yall. it really means a lot to me. At work, Alwin and Linda gave me chocaletes! Niceee and Ivy ( my colleague) gave me a small cut cake with bugs bunny on top. It was really very cute of her. Well, thanks people at work. Well, speaking of which, most has already cut the cake for me and Jerlyn last Thursday. Heee.
Met up with hun after work and headed down to Holland village. dabooosh! hahaa, waited for gf and bf at Coffee bean. Disbelieved and amazed with gf new hair cut. Hahaa. And i miss miss bf! Omigosh, they are just so sweet can. Thanks for the gift and the right intention to make me felt embarrass on my 19th birthday with that big balloon. Okay, must have been that long since i last bump into her though our workplace is kinda near. We decided to dine in at Swensen and had some catch up session before heading home.
Thanks hun for suprising me first with his e-card! Haha. Next was the shout out done by the singers who were performing that night. The two singers were awesome. And as usual, things can never be much more amusing than to take 1001 pictures together. Yes yes. Hahaa. That is just us. Hun cab back home with me.



Thanks to all lovable creatures out there who gave me birthday wishes and greetings. Loveee forever promises.
WOrk has been marvellous. farewell to Alwin (intern from SP) . today was his last day at faplccc. His presence for 3wks has been awesome. Time fly so fast man. soon its gonna be my turn. so for the last lunch with him, we dine in at delifrance. hee. bought him a last minute gift from body shop. and thanks joseph, i dont mean anything at all. well, so happen that you came to the office this morning with your shirt wet with your sweat. haha. but yarh, seriously i dont mean anything. hee.
He gave everyone a small soveniour and a card that means alot to me. And we even took our department group photo after Alwin’s final presentation. heee. mind our attire, its friday = dress down lahhhhh plsss.. heaven!

Can I ask you something, where do I go if im feeling low?
Or perhaps, which camera allows me to zoom into the future so that I am able to reach out to my goals faster? arrggg. What if I'm scared to see my own future. Oh myyy, this is freaking me out. for once I felt Im holding on to our love, and on the other hand I'm thinking about things that can just make me worry.